Story: my choice

I am a single mother, the woman they say is unscrupulous, spoiled. But few people know that, on our wedding day, he passed away forever, leaving me and the unborn child. The day he left, I couldn\'t shed tears to cry. It is said, I am an unwitting woman, my fiancé died without being able to shed a single tear. But people don\'t know that my heart has been dead since the moment he left. My heart hurts, it hurts so bad. I want to cry but I can\'t. Who can understand for my pain, the happiest day turned into the most miserable.

After a while, the pain began to ease, I also realized the difference in my body. After checking I found out I was carrying a drop of your blood. Glad to still have a little bit of your feelings for him and me. I hurriedly called his parents, thinking they would also be happy to know that he still left a drop of blood in this world, but I didn\'t expect, what I received was the sentence: \'It must have been a child. my nephew, who do you hang out with, then come back and say it\'s my son. It\'s best to get rid of him! Don\'t let my family fall for someone else.\' I am hurt by their heartless words.

Knowing what his family told me, everyone advised me to give up the baby and start over. But somehow, I can\'t do that. I don\'t want to hurt my baby. I decided to keep the child, I will raise the child myself.

Watching my children grow up day by day, I feel extremely happy.

I don\'t understand since when, I no longer care about people\'s tongues. Ignoring the malicious words, I happily live my life. They are not me to understand how I feel.

Time passed, and I finally came to the difficult time of giving birth before I could give birth to a child. When my baby\'s first cry came out, for some reason I cried, maybe it was a tear of happiness. I understand that from this moment on, I will carry a difficult life on my shoulders.

But I know I made the right decision, and I don\'t regret having a baby.

Being a mother for the first time, also the first time I took care of a newborn baby, looking at the red baby, I thought to myself that I would never be able to grow up. Everything is very new to me, I have no experience in taking care of children, everything is clumsy, and clumsy. Holding the baby in his arms, shaking hands for fear that he will drop him if he is not careful. Wrapping diapers, wearing diapers and clothes with me has a lot of difficulties, I\'m just afraid that being strong will hurt my baby and make her cry. Many things I don\'t know how to do, have to ask my mother for guidance and help. The most difficult thing for me was bathing, I was clumsy many times and almost dropped my baby in the bathtub.

But then everything went smoothly, being a mother for the first time taking care of a child for me was difficult and also happy. And this is also the first time I make my own decisions. Although I know that it is difficult and miserable, but I have never regretted giving birth to a child. If I could go back in time, I would still choose to have my baby born.